avolte vorrei proprio di poter fermare i mei pensieri....o non pensarci proprio...... Fermati Mondo... voglio scendere.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=io2ltaWzBKQ&eurl=http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/k/katie_melua/in_my_secret_life.html

I saw you this morning,
You were moving so fast.
Can't seem to loosen my grip,
On the past.
And I miss you so much,
There's no one in sight.
And we're still making love,
In my secret life.

I smile when I'm angry.
I cheat and I lie.
I do what I have to do,
To get by.
But I know what is wrong,
And I know what is right.
And I'd die for the truth,
In my secret life.

Hold on, hold on, my brother,
My sister, hold on tight.
I finally got my orders,
I'll be marching through the morning.
Marching through the night,
Moving 'cross the borders,
Of my secret life.

Looked through the paper,
Makes you want to cry.
Nobody cares if the people,
Live or die.
And the dealer wants you thinking,
That it's either black or white.
Thank God it's not that simple,
In my secret life.

I bite my lip.
I buy what I'm told.
From the latest hit,
To the wisdom of old.
But I'm always alone,
And my heart is like ice.
And it's crowded and cold,
In my secret life.

a letto per influenza quasi un appuntamento regolare, ogni anno in questo periodo sono influenzato, al meno stavolta non nel periodo di esami (spero che non mi attaccherà ancora nei prossimi mesi, sono già dalla loro parte con gli anticorpi hihihi)

days ago, I read a text posted about dearth, it's very interesting. reading it I noticed that my Chinese needs to improve, indeed. I found it not easy to read, in spite of the words are not so difficult (of course I'm not able to understand all word in the text). I spent much more time than I prevented.

Talking about time, in the last period I lost my cognition of time, just I find difficult to measure how long it's needs t have done (about a subject or everything) and in which day and date I'am.       

百忙之中去理发。 差不多一个月没到loreto 走走啦， 那边改变了很多， 差不多不认识啦。这次回家妈妈说我变了很多，说不出是什么。

I think the world around me was changed and it's still changing just like sun rise and set. nothing is the same day by day. in spite that I feel I'm still the same one for all the life. just like when I was a kid, a boy in China, in Taranto, and every where.

but one think she is right, the people perceive me different than before. probably who is changing is not only me, the other part to, so for that the changing seems so much.

Tutto cambia, l'unica cosa che non cambia è il cambiamento.

Ps: actually neither me know who really I am, and how I really be, but I know who I'm not and what kind of person I don't want to be.

I've got few, and simple believes in my mind, but in the few I'll attend.

PPS: il nouvo look mi sembra carino e non sono cosi dispiaciuto dei capeli che vanno come qualche persona fecce al suo tempo   

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3MvhhD6eKaY
You know i can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't finding it hard to do anything

you see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going to trought
I just can't smile without you

you came along just like a song
and brighten  my day
who would have believe that
you were part of a dream
now it all seems light years away

and now you know i can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything

you see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes
so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard
leaving your love behind me

and you see i can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only know what I'm going trough
I just can't smile without you

In this last days I was a little bit busy, maybe for University, for group work or others but in particular I was worry about my aunt. she was getting sick in last days and it was so serious. now she is getting better, little by little and I'm happy for that.
 
I realize that the people really important in the my life in spite of they are always in my mind but I haven't express adequately. So I made a commitment to my self to make a list and call them regularly.

ps: per questo weekend prendero' una piccola vacanza per me stesso, riorganizzando i miei pensieri ed anche per incontrare alcun amici che non li vedo da tempo. Toscana sta arrivando !!!!!!!

"il tempo è sempre li' non scappa via, spesso siamo noi che complichiamo la vita dove non c'era bisogno"  

  Finally I'm graduated in BA in Economics and Finance in Bocconi. 3 years is a long time but not too long, I've enjoyed this period with friends and discovering a new way and sense of life. just different than before, maybe too different.

Friends of mine asked me for a speech, but I didn't prepare it, it was not in the plane, actually I didn't and don't have so much to speak about!!!

one thing important for me is that, the University is a my choice, just mine and no others, I'm very happy that it was ended so good and now I'm in a new start point. I'm confidence that the my future belong me and I'd be able to make my dreams come true.

anyway I'll strive for my dreams and as the Human desire it's just a simple word, Happiness.

La Felicità, cos'è la Felicità?
ricordo una definizione, puoi dire di essere Felice quando hai reso Felice la donna che ami, la famiglia gli amici, la società ed il resto del mondo, allora la Felicità è la vera felicità.

comprendo il limite umano ma i sogni e gli ideali per essere tali sono perfetti, il fatto di essere irraggiungibili li rendono anocora piu desiderabili.

God bless all of Us in that I pray             

In the last year I've been at Home just for 3 hours, as mum says it's not too much.....

Indeed I miss my family, mum, pa, sister and brothers....

Sometime I just want see them and tell them I love them so much, sometime just call them to hear the voice of mam and pa.

For that I'm going back tomorrow, inspide of  it's just 3 days, Inspide of I've got so much things to do, Inspide of I've got so much things in my mind....

there's one reason, I want to see them, because they are so important for me, they are my family.

Last period, I'm just redefining my priority and give them importance someway and somewhat it's just impossible,

" the life is just it, we've to take it just as that"

someone says:
the Past is History
the Future is Mistery
the Present is just the Gift

Good luck to anyone and Good Bless you

Oggi ho visto un film, cinese. rimasto sveglio fino a tardi solo per vedere la conclusione. L'Amore tra essere umano e uno "demone". Naturalmente fantascentifico, effetti speciali, ma su una cosa mi ha colpito. Nel film l'Amore ha trovato conferma o dimostrazione nella morte e poi nella resuscitazione. ma nella vita reale quall'è il modo di esprimere un'Amore???? non ci penso per stasera ma dormo con la speranza che qualcuno/a me la dica nel sogno. Sogni d'oro a tutti. bhe io sogno anche ad occhi aperti oramai.hihihihi 画皮 Painted Skin (2008) http://data.movie.xunlei.com/movie/39870

una canzone dedicato alla Boccni trovato sul web

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-watUrTlGOI


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